I'm warning you now, this is a venting, figuring out things, wondering why type of entry and it probably won't make any sense to anyone (including me).
As many of you know I'm starting a new journey, well restarting to be completely accurate, into the world of teaching. I have never felt so certain that I'm suppose to be doing something, yet so defeated even before I started in my life. I can trace some of these feelings back to my first attempt into the world of education, however I don't think that is everything. I'm not totally sure what is going on with me right now. I have had some amazing opportunities with students while subbing, and thoroughly enjoy it. It just seems that ever since I decided to really pursue getting my certificate I've had some horrible days and just feel discouraged, it isn't even really the students.
Like I said, this probably doesn't make sense but it is where my heart is.
